A Friend What you will be if you don't trust Jesus as your personal savior! 020809
satan satan satan well,

we already know he doesn't want me for a sunbeam.
cheer-up-emo-kid Sometime during eternity
some guys show up
and one of them
who shows up real late
is a kind of carpenter
from some square-type place
like Galilee
and he starts wailing
and claiming he is hip
to who made heaven
and earth
and that the cat
who really laid it on us
is his Dad

And moreover
he adds
It's all writ down
on some scroll-type parchments
which some henchmen
leave lying around the Dead Sea somewheres
a long time ago
and which you won't even find
for a coupla thousand years or so
or at least for
ninteen hundred and fortyseven
of them
to be exact
and even then
nobody really beleives them
or me
for that matter

You're hot
they tell him
And they cool him
They stretch him on the Tree to cool
And everybody after that
is always making models
of this Tree
with Him hung up
and sit in
on their combo
as if he is the king cat
who's got to blow
or they can't quite make it
Only he don't come down
from His Tree

Him just hang there
on His Tree
looking real Petered out
and real cool
and also
according to a roundup
of late world news
from the usual unreliable sources
real dead


I dont beleive in god or jesus or whatever, but I thought this was a super rad poem.
Rae when you left without saying goodbye was the last time that i cried. 020811
the fire inside about 2000 years after some guy got nailed to a tree for saying how great it would be if everyone was nice to each other for a change. 041106
unhinged walls

i feel ashamed
maybe i could have tried harder
maybe i didn't do enough
maybe if i would have tried harder
you would love me too

the inevitable result
of showing my raw weak heart
to the world
(i always give_in to you when i feel like this)

i don't want to do this alone
i always end up doing this alone
what's it to you?
who go