you're_never_there Deomis When I need you the most is when you leave me. 040614 ... jane you tell me that you love me so you tell me that you care but when i need you baby you're never there 040614 ... jane via cake 040614 ... lacunas coil No, I am not. I am always here waiting for the day when the sun rises in the West so I can sit in that tree as the sun sets, watching it fall over the river. I am always here, running away from that spot that used to be here but is not here anymore. I feel like the insomnia of the world is catching up on me. Why is it that to get a good nights sleep I need either a joint or a few hits of the bong? When the day keeps fading into a new day, with no night inbetween because they have become the realm of the living again, what is there for me to do? I am never there. That is right. I wish I could be, but you know if I was there, there would be here. 040614 ... witchesrequiem West, u bitch I'm never online...when u only get on once every two weeks and don't return calls....terd. And I'm the same age as you, ass, we went to school together. 040615 ... uow that's right. i'm not here. i never am. 040803 ... kookaburra well i used to be there dammit! back when i didnt live inside my head... i guess i just cant connect anymore, can you forgive me? 040803 ... ivyducktwilightseto But I've learned to live without you . 040804 ... pete but i keep looking when i wake 040804 ... hoplessly lost and i miss you i miss the fact that after you leave i can still smell you on my clothes, i miss that wrinkle you get above your nose when you look at me like i'm crazy, i miss that your voice is the last voice i want to hear before i go to sleep, and now i've had to let you go, which was the hardest thing i've ever had to do, and i miss you and i'm sorry 040804 ... megan you told me you'd be my friend you lied again you don't care anymore 040804 what's it to you? who go blather from