rusty_dreams sabbie leave bloody stains 020128 ... Mahayana rusty 'r&s-tE rust·i·er; -est rusty dreams affected by or as if by rust especially :stiff: with |or| as if with rust rust... rusty snakes & spirals rounded light-orange uredinia and buried telia a leafs dead color come back down come back down aecial stage sapwood inner bark her loves souls soul: affected is inept and slow inner bark sapwood through & through affected lack of practice or her tired affected aged young age blisters externally produce : OUTMODED rusty dreams HOARSE GRATING: /-t&-lE/ Gymnosporangium juniperi-virginianae /-tE-n&s/ : rusty 'r&s-tE rust·i·er; -est rusty: old dilapidated ship rust/ blister rust /cedar apple rust/ crown rust /leaf rust /red rust /rust mite / rust bucket /rust belt/ stem rust wheat rust/ white rust/ white pine/ blister rust old dilapidated ship [ill wear my chain of rust as if it was wild daises swaying to the metronome of her time][[red whine]][[her time]] [[and i shall never take it off, brown or reddish patches ...let it rust on through, breaking skin, eating vain veins, eating vain veins, break my skin, sink in ... sink in ... burrow into the surface of my leaves ...mold my skin around the loops youve hand weaved]][ivy gripper ways][ivy gripper ways][scalling my surmountable waves... colliding with her...colliding into her] [and i dont ever wanna go home] [and i said] [i dont ever wanna come home] swaying to the metronome of her time 020128 ... Casey I remember this dream I had a few years ago, where I was trapped on a checker board and after that I ended up driving my mom's van down the street, the I forget what else happens. 020128 ... unhinged i had buried them somewhere in an iron box deep deep deep in the ground waiting for the shovel that would find them and one day there was an e-mail proclaiming me a goddess and i ran to my yard of hallow with my shovel and dug out the box rusty oxidized i've been trying to open the lid but it's stuck i've been contemplating digging myself another hole but, she reminded me again i was still a goddess and there was no way to go but up 020128 ... so marked ... 050207 ... Mister Brightside metallic ghosts decaying in sea mists 050208 ... . . 090206 ... Ouroboros i remember passion, past, touching my loves and my life with flame, full of possibilities and ready to fly 100501 ... ever dumbening every step so heavy 100501 what's it to you? who go blather from