jef Lovers Lament i'm so ashamed, jef. i almost fucked someone whose eyes are as polished as chrome. how could i blindly trust the feel of his arms around me? how could i know? and now, days later, i can still smell his breath mixing with mine. I felt the life in my veins, and his cold heart. and his nonchalance will haunt me for a long while. and my innocence is once again marred. still taste the sour of alcohol on his lips, neverending. i woke up, he was so close, already inside me. he knew that i needed to be loved and so he stayed. i thought he cared, but i should be accustomed to lies. and now i can't even blame anyone but myself. i feel like such a fool. 010126 ... j_blue its called intoxication sweety, happens to the best of us, and lasts way too long all the while its happening, he will be the only thing on your mind when you cease reacting to his behavior, you will continue reacting to your intoxication, tasting, smelling, thinking about him the only good side to being intoxicated with someone is that if you do make love, those things about them that you could not forget will turn you on to no end 010126 ... G_wiz13 you know its really strange most of the time this only happens to chicks.but one time these three chicks got me so fucked up and then they all had sex with me. I cant say that it was a bad experience for me. I mean having sex with three hot chicks at one time was great. It kinda sucked though because when you get more that 3 people having sex at one time it ends up as chain sex and that just gets boring. I have to say there is no greater turn on than watching 2 chicks get it on. call me sick but it was great. 010126 ... fukamber This is one nasty gal. Bet she'll be eating poop in some side show by the time she is 20. 020524 what's it to you? who go blather from