i_am_so_in_love emmi ah. 040728 ... Cynics anonymous *APPLAUSE* 040728 ... love & hate and it is killing me 040729 ... flip but i just can't seem to figure out how to keep everything simple, why must everything complicate to the millionth degree? i just want to be happy with the girl of my dreams! she can't see what i can see, a beautiful wonderful person who is perfect in my eyes. nothing could make me happier. 040909 ... her royal highness the quirk i can smell you on my skin. you've permeated my very being. i win. 040909 ... sigh god (the expletive, not the deity) Quit looking at me like that, I have to remind myself every five seconds that I'm not actually in love with you or anything and that you don't... I know I'm in trouble when I start having gigantic dancing-to-almost-crying mood swings when I'm around you 040909 ... unhinged with the totally wrong person twisted i know what you'll all say you can find someone better get away but i want to stay right where i am my heart inside him and all these words tumbling in my brain i know i shouldn't say i couldn't sleep last night because i wasn't near him and when it finally came sleep was fitfull because i don't want to be asleep if it isn't near him and i try to steel myself against inevitable disappointment but i don't care as long as my heart keeps beating like this i know what you'll all say you should learn to love yourself first but it's only the pieces of me in him that i'm so in love with but i don't care as long as my heart keeps beating like this 040924 ... girl_jane So much so, that I spend more time with him than I do writing about how much I love him. I love him, but every now and then I have to return to the pen or the keyboard. 040927 ... Syrope you make me feel 040928 ... god that i'd rather share you with that speedbump than tell you goodbye. 040928 ... Syrope that's harsh. a speedbump. 040928 what's it to you? who go blather from