the_agony_of_you_and_me pretty timid about the earth's evolution, now the melody of sorrow. i don't like using the G-word, but... it's more serious than serious. i know that you know, and i've been putting up apocalypses to escape... but... you understand. 031113 ... so fucking lost and i wondered for a while if it would kill me. and every so often i stand staring at the night sky and wonder if it still might 031113 ... x did someone tear off your ear? 031113 ... phil turn me away from this mirror. 031113 ... shroud we stand here, so close, so close i could reach out and touch you and you sweep me off my feet and once again we hold, so close and we are happy, again, forever but that is the agony, of you and me it takes a minute touch, to be free but i cannot, if only you would i need you to extend your arms in grace and take me again, with tears, or smiles but you will not, and we both fall away 031114 ... not as timid part of the problem is that i've been hanging out with a cat named Gracie and all she does is hiss at me... when we get close, this gets very archetypal for me. if that is your drama, this is mine. and nothing "real" is happening at this moment. dissolve yourself nightly -- the wounds that heal are your glory, and the others are your gifts to God. and what about me? I'm lonely. 031114 ... O_A Sometimes we sit in silence. Sometimes we speak our mind. The best of friends don't expect too much and we never recieve too little. We always give as good as we get and we never get enough. So strong and independent we need our solitude, and sometimes we forget the value of a hug. But we're lonely for each other, though it's just not meant to be. We're perfect for each other in a world we'll never see. That's the agony of you and me. 031114 ... misty eyed at O_A 031114 what's it to you? who go blather from