maybe_i_should_lie_and_say_everything's_ok kill rhythm it seems to make everything a lot easier. 020613 ... onemorebumpintheroad tried it. lost my love because of it. 020613 ... princess like putting a band-aid on a bullet wound 020614 ... kill rhythm ok, just in case someone decides to read this... i am not doing this in one particular situation. i was listening to sophia and decided to post. i am ok. :) just for your knowledge. im not lying. dont think i am being like someone else. i would never lie to you 020614 ... princess don't worry about it, everything's o.k. 020614 ... Syrope but what if you believe me!? 020615 ... so fucking lost "everything's ok" 020615 ... cheer-up-emo-kid I cant do this anymore. everything is NOT ok. 020807 ... feeling it gnawing my heart away hungrily yeah, i'll just staple this fake grin on my face and act like it isn't eating a hole in me 020807 ... poon Everything is a lie - so if you want - everything is ok - and if you want - everything sucks - so it's up to you to decide for yourself if everything is ok or everything sucks. 020807 ... yoink it's okay, i do it all the time 080627 ... Lemon_Soda Things happen that I don't understand, or I think I understand, and I don't like all the time. I'm sure everything is okay...I just don't know why. Is that faith? 080628 ... epitome of incomprehensibility It is and it isn't, and that's okay. 080628 ... unhinged in most cases, people that ask don't really want to know if it's not. it's just an empty courtesy for them to ask. my standard response is 'it's alright' or 'it's going' partial truth is better than none. 080628 ... Soma So when you ask, if somethings wrong I'll think you're damn right there is But we can't talk about it now It's so much easier to lie to you You, so naive and trusting I always knew I'd break your heart 080628 ... poet whenever i say i'm_ok im secretly wishing that the person who asked would see through my lie and demand the truth. but no one actually wants to know about it. whats even more frustrating is when i ask and she says everything's_ok... even though i know shes lying. i want to hear about it, i dont want you or anyone to have to lie when they say that its all ok... the golden rule doesnt help too much here... spilling on others who dont want to be spilled on, or being there for others who dont want me to be there... its all pointless when we hide behind these giant retarded walls. 080628 ... Lemon_Soda Does it help to have ones flaws and insecurites laid bare? Especially to anyone besides the person in question? I'm the only expert on me out there...how can anyone else give me the right answers? 080730 what's it to you? who go blather from