just_in_case_you_noticed Sol I was away for a while, but im back I apologise for my temporary abscence but back i am and intent on avoiding such wanderings 010615 ... florescent light thank heavens blather was a chaotic disarray without you 010616 ... froo-froo no it wasn't.... 010616 ... Sol Just out of interest Froo Froo, why have you apparently taken a strong dislike to me? I generally attempt to be inoffensive as i wander, is there a specific reason, or simply undirected anger? 010617 ... froo-froo i'm just frooin' with you.. 010617 ... Sol oh, chuckle, thats comforting, any reason? or is it a general thing? who are you 010617 ... lost i was away for a while too. just when i thought things couldnt get worse they did. i almost gave up hope. first my girlfreind that i was going to move in with tells me " you know i met this other guy and i dint think anything would come of it, but you know how i fall in love with people. I am sorry i hope you have a good life, and i am sorry i didnt mean to hurt you" thats exactly what she said. then my moms in the hospital. and i thought what the fuck who cares? i was in a state of depression. a mist of thoughts that i didnt want to think. I was so consumed by thoughts of things that were going on that i would ignore people when they talked to me. i thought who cares if i die. then something happened a light however so small reached me. this person that i had liked ever since 4th grade. well we started going out and stuff. thats the only thing that has kept me from going insane. one problem though. well i dont veiw it as a problem but, i am almost 17 and she is 19. 010618 ... PEACE jump. ummmmm.... Dear Mouse Man, I can't jump, but I can dodge real well, can I join your basket ball team one day? I can kick high and cramp and box at the same time. Do you want pom poms or hard core girls? a few Black jumpers will be needed and ummmmm a bit of grass to run through. love Little Miss Bump. 010619 ... yummychuckle i as gone for a bit too i was traveling to Maryland. And now I'm so busy usually. in any case... 'just in case you noticed...I'd much rather be kissing your best friend.' 010619 ... Logan ya I fuckin noticed... 010630 what's it to you? who go blather from