give_up pSyche you can't win you're a loser you'll never accomplish anything you suck everything you touch breaks so don't even bother stop right now and give up because we all know that you won't EVER succeed 050224 ... sirflaccid Think about it for god sakes. Why the hell do I get it. Why do you get it. Why isn't there a need for an explination. No one is talking but there is a fuckin' conversation going on. Don't tell me it was something you learned over the years. It was that way from day one. 050224 ... unhinged when i don't think so much, i'm happier 070530 ... poet cheers! 070610 ... no reason i seem to have to give up on people a lot 090413 ... unhinged on_anger expectation leads to disappointment the only thing i have come to expect from people is that they will leave to place one (or some) above all others only leads to suffering i give_up i am no longer searching for the perfect love heart_flops romance seems those aren't for me abandon_ship small happiness is the best of all (your separate life far away without me is the reality) 090414 ... heartfeltsuperego sure thing. I engaged in happenstance conversation with an elderly man (a pensioner) this evening at a coffee and donut shop. He sat beside me and sighed deeply. He started it. Unhappy with himself, his progeny and his life thus far, he proclaimed he wished he were dead, that he were never born, that lack of money is the key to his misfortunes and he traced these troubles to the nepotist "foreigners" who took the jobs. Everything I said to him was useless. His anger was seething. Finally he said he didn't want to talk to me anymore. I apologized for upsetting him, got up from my table and left the place. 120306 what's it to you? who go blather from