words_half_spoken_and_thoughts_unclear Effingham Fish Don't watch this space. 011130 ... silentbob if only i thought of the right words, i could have held onto your heart 011130 ... sabbie i wish i knew what i was trying to say that day...when what i did say turned out all wrong and my stomach churned at the ugliness of the words and you turned your back and walked away 011130 ... Effingham Fish Don't blame me if you get cut with your own sword. 011201 ... Effingham Fish Suicide note: I die because I have no reason to live. 011201 ... Effingham Fish If you know you know everything, please, kill yourself. You are either right, and this world has nothing left to teach you, or you are wrong, and will prove so insufferable that you will likely be murdered, anyway. 011201 ... Effingham Fish Against my better judgement, I find myself enjoying New Age music. 011201 ... Effingham Fish In the rush to be different and individual, being yourself is in danger of becoming a lost art. 011201 ... megan at midnight, the snow falling. silence is the only sound. perhaps a fireplace, or a blanket. it's when my mind doesn't quite work like it's supposed to, when there's so much for me to tell you, and so much left unsaid. i'm not quite sure how to let you go away... 021225 ... eklektic "would you help me lose my virginity?" don't you ever ask me a question like that again. my answer would've been no. and yes, you can believe i would've said yes, to make yourself feel better. i dont think i could give myself away to you. not now. not yet. 021225 ... tourist It's Just a Box of Rain I don't Know who put it There 021226 ... repeater It's Just a Box of Pain and we all had a hand in putting it There 061219 what's it to you? who go blather from