the_death_of_us unhinged pushed me deep underground parts are just now beginning to_resurface 180720 ... unhinged they say depressives are EXTRA sensitive to rejection. when i was young this fact exacerbated my anxiety. my mood disorders became an ouroboros i was almost swallowed by in my twenties. i resisted medication. i discovered yoga. i dove into my faith. i moved thousands of miles away from the places of my origin. we intersected for a few months. i hoped and planned for a future and then you cut_the_cord you scoffed at me when i said i wasn't interested in watching you find someone you actually wanted to be with because i knew the_friend_fallacy for what it was and you were just discovering the horizon of that storm front. it was better to tear_that_band_aid_off_quick but you didn't like that strategy. called me weak, cowardly. but even after that, i still kissed you from, with love. then, through separation, that part of me died. it was a part with deep origins. i subconsciously avoided things that would challenge the fences i had built and maintained to contain the spread of death. the shimmer_and_rot hid by elaborate schemes and material nonsense. depressives are EXTRA sensitive to rejection and prone to self_reflection tinged with judgmental thoughts. i have a calcified exoskeleton around my soft parts. you shredded my heart of_course i've been hiding ever since survival mechanisms and coping skills not always the healthiest but whatever works gets reinforced after decades chewed_up_and_spit_out of_course i've been hiding i'm EXTRA sensitive such is life i'm tired of being measured in the most superficial ways possible the phoenix birthed from all of these abovementioned ashes is wrathfully unapologetic these ashes leave a bitter taste for all those that drink from these waters pivotal just now processed but i get it now why you said thank you that last time 180720 ... unhinged cut_that_cord tear_the_band_aid_off_quick 180720 ... unhinged slow_death gasping until there is no breathing maybe i was deluded all along 190528 ... Twitch An Unhinged original. Poetic - sad but beautiful. 5 out of 5 stars. (Hope you're doing well.) 190529 what's it to you? who go blather from