reclaiming_me unhinged i_did_care and_she_said that i shouldn't because of all people, i should know by now that shows as little consideration for other people as possible to stop herself from being hurt. her, her, HER. slowly, with every word that comes out of her selfish, childish mouth, she loses and i finally win. her and frank sang a song once that went something like 'da de do blah blah blah and i'm secretly reclaiming me' i always wanted to poke my own eye out from the irony of it all. maybe someday when you're older, someday when the_center_of_the_universe is not bj. but who_am_i kidding? her world will always revolve around her and my orbit will be slightly miscalculated and offset. i think i finally see that that is a good thing. 020522 ... unhinged but then i slide back down because i can't keep them out and i want some comforting arms wrapped around my shredded heart but there aren't any in sight so i come back to the only friend that doesn't lie doesn't let me down cause i'm sure that it will never leave me even when i want it to go away even when i know that it should but it's comforting arms death grip tight dull my racing mind yeah, i know what they say weak lazy unmotivated but that's the biggest lie 'too sensitive to cope' fucking sick of the let down of hope i'm reclaiming the me that lurks silent behind my bright twinkling eyes waiting for the let down only sharpens the crash and i think this time i've developed permanent fatal errors 040202 ... unhinged divine_feminine it was hard not to take all that rejection personally back_then but i learned how to walk_away sooner than most 200701 what's it to you? who go blather from