i_always_fuck_it_up
whoknows dont i 011203
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nah....! dude: download neil young's "fuckin' up"......it's a funny as fuck song, and it always makes me feel better. 011203
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ClairE Not this time! 011203
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whoknows i hope i didnt 011203
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rip i fuck up all the time. no matter how easy it is i always say something wrong and ruin the mood. or my timing is off ill ask a chick out ends up she already has a boy friend. and the women are always on top and aquise me of fucking up. 011203
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ClairE ALWAYS.

Fyke!

Fyking SHIT!
011206
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the eye i just hope i can fix it now 011206
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whoknows i think this time i fucked it up for good. 011206
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whoknows wait! what the fuck am i saying?? this time, babe, *you* fucked up. 011206
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unhinged it is always my fault
that you can't understand
how i work
because you don't want to
because the way we are
is 'diametrically opposed'
like brahms and wagner
or something else dr. gould might say
i_always_fuck_it_up
you can blame it on me
like you always will
and hopefully this time
i will have enough common sense
to walk away
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whoknows !!!! 011206
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go toot me too.
i fuck it up all the fucking time.
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ClairE Holy fuck. I was JUST wondering what exactly "diametrically opposed" meant. (I was in the bathroom.)
If you are, would you also be opposed, no two ways about it?
'Cause that's a nice pseudopun.
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unhinged you know...
like liberals and conservatives
like well... brahms and wagner
yeah
'diametrically opposed'

i don't know...it's something my kooky music history prof has said about a thousand times this semester. he's getting old and senile and ready to retire. that's the way it works sometimes.
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whoknows shit 011208
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celestias shadow i think i already did.

like a pelican and an iguana!
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imposter No, really. . .

I usually do.

stupid_me
030902
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Mahayana eXcept now, I'm going to do it on purpose

tired of being nailed up against the wall

[giving back what i get]
030902
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hsg the_beat the_rhythm most_standards surrender their_heritage again end_a_gain 090827
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unhinged but so does everyone else
*shrugs*
090828
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curves passing such is life. 100319
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unhinged or at least feel like i am the one fucking it up



but you know what, this time i DID NOT fuck up. his pride got in the way. maybe though, i need to get better at petting other peoples' egos.
100319
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IGG egos need to be deflated every once in a while, don't worry.

plus there's boosting someone when they need it, or flattering them when they don't.
everyone's human.
100320
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