another_blather_blog twist tie this is me and I know I should have a disclaimer about how banal this is and apologizing for contributing to the pollution of blather but it's been done. News for today: (of interest to nobody in particular) Item one. I have a crush on someone I shouldn't, and it's bothering me. I've analysed it and sorted it in my head and written a long blathe about it (gone, like many, to the oblivion of no, nevermind, i have nothing to say) but it's still bothering me, because he hasn't emailed me back and i want him to sort of for the usual insecure reasons (which, you understand, is not a good thing at all) but mostly because he's got some interesting information I want Item two. It's my dad's birthday and I didn't get him anything and I feel bad. Because I'm a bad person, and because I went over to his place and him and us kids went out for a movie or whatever... and none of us really get along with him, so it's always kind of awkward... I know he loves us, but he doesn't understand any of us. And it's not his fault... I think he's kinda lonely So I said I wanted to see the Da Vinci Code and he asked what I thought was true, and I just said the right answer (none of it), because that's what he wnated to hear, cause he's all Christian (I'm not anymore, but I haven't told him because he'd try to reconvert me or something -- he wouldn't understand why I stopped) Item three: I need a job. Item four: my back hurts (upper back) Ow. Item five: life's actually okay 060527 ... twist tie I hate the word blog, and the culture associated with blogging Pah. 060527 what's it to you? who go blather from