a_song_for_today
sabbie
a year
a year
a year today
or yesterday
or indeed the day before

memories have slipped through my fingers
and i am no longer sure
when it happened.

6 years
6 years
6 years it went
and then one day
it went

a year
a year
a year it took
for the memory to fade
away

a year
a year
a year later
a year on
a year since is went on.


something went on
and you couldn't see
the half of it
some things went on
and some of them are still going
and i think some of them might be stopping
soon

i heard your voice yesterday
or indeed it might have been the day before
and i jsut wanted to say

a year
a year
a year today

a circle for each 4 months
some circles came to live with me
today


and i jsut wanted to tell you
that i have gone
away

away
away
away today

come away
come away
the mirrors should be uncovered
it is a year today
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spiffy i'm reading this thing that i randomly stumbled upon thinking that this is really good. and i get to the bottom and who's written it? sabbie. of course. 040615
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puredream Smile Empty Soul - Eraser

Some days are better
They're better than others
Can't run forever
You're pushing me under

Run away to live a life
I'm hiding from
The battles I don't want to fight
That I've become

And now lets go and break
All the lines
All blurring indicate
I can't recall
Exactly who's to blame anymore

Is it me or is it you?
Something isn't right
All the things that we could do
We just want to fight
Someday I will find the courage to embrace you
Someday I will find the strength to embrace you

Somedays I'm thinking
I'm nothing without you
Sometimes I wish that I could just kill you
Run away to live our lives
It's hard to breathe
It feels like I'm affected by my Dad's disease

And now lets go and break
And your the one I chose to feed me pain
And I'm the one you bring home so ashamed through their eyes

Is it me or is it you?
Something isn't right
Of all the things that we could do
We just want to fight
Someday I will find the courage to embrace you
Someday I will find the strength to embrace you

And I can see myself in heaven
If I can free myself from this hell

Is it me or is it you?
But something isn't right
Of all the things that we could do
We just want to fight

Someday I will find the courage to embrace you
Someday I will find the strength to embrace you

To embrace you...
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checking meselfs hearing all blurring and decayed* 040615
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