colourblind
jennifer I see so many things the same
shade of pale black
murky brown and grey
(the colour of hatred)
all around me
and this sadness that I am
I am
fills the world around me
killing everything I touch
no songs no light no feelings
nothing
except for the twisting fear
deep within my chest
clawing at my ribcage
settling just above me heart
and I lash out at everyone
who tries to help
I drown
and I want any attempts
at salvation
to drown with me
so I won't be alone
in my darkening dispair
it's fun
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Sol colourblindness scares me, what if i have it and dont know? the fact that through some medical condition some people are incapable of percieving the world to the same level as others? I love colours, please dont take them 010418
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unhinged "did you dye your hair?"

"yeah...like two weeks ago."

"give me a break man...i'm colorblind. at least i noticed."
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silentbob countingcrows 011118
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ferret wouldn't it be interesting: if people who were colourblind, saw colors as they were meant to be seen, but people who weren't colourblind, who told people what colors should look like, saw colour the wrong way!? and another thing: what if i see a green object, and tell you it's green, and you aggree, and we both say that it's green, but in reality, if i were to see it through your eyes, i would say that it was blue? like, if you identified "blue" as "green" and i identified "green" as "green" but we saw the object differently! do you understand what i'm saying? 030626
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Alvarny I understand. It simply means that no two persons can ever understand each other or see things through each other's eyes.

And it is precisely the very thing that we often forget when we try to impose our feelings on others...

In philosophy, it has a rather long, difficult name.

And in life, we call it a lack of understanding.
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