a_release_of_inspiration dondeestanlosjaguares Awaken in me, a spirit unlike any other. Destroy from within me, any wish to not go on. Like a hopeless romantic under a spell, a fairytale-frog waiting to get kissed by his princess, a puppy jumping up and down wanting to be in the arms of his beloved owner, a bird singing his heart out never breaking the melody, a fire raging and rising to the peak of it's power, a wind silently blowing through the hair of innocent lives and fallen leaves on an autumn day. Of these things and so many more, I set forth to the next level. The new illusions that I have seen and want to realize. I have the unfaltering inspiration, and ultimate goal. My life would have no meaning otherwise. I just wouldn't have any reason to go on if I wasn't walking in this direction. I didn't know that then, but I know that now, and I am correcting my mistakes, and trying to recover for lost time. I only have one path ahead of me now. I only have one thing to work for now. I walk and I run. Sometimes I trip and have to crawl. I never lose sight of what I am trying to do. My eyes keep sight on the ground so I never walk on air, but they have my goal in it's perspective, always. I guess I have a lot of inspiration right now. . . it sometimes comes to me in moments of extreme trial. When I have to prove more to myself, as opposed to others, what it is that I am doing so that my actions will be my legacy. So anybody who happens to see me, cannot just see what I am doing there and then, but see the big picture. 020726 ... phil today 020729 ... .fallen amazing words.... amazing sensations ....oh what tasty wonders 040218 ... Piso Mojado donde esta donde estan los juagares? 040219 ... a thimble in time Perhaps it's: Don de Estan AKA The Jaguar 040219 what's it to you? who go blather from