in_my_drunken_state Twitch Her beauty is unparalleled. I can't help but be entrenched by these emotions. If I am a fool then I don't ever want to become wiser. Damn, you're so gorgeous. Thank you for giving me a chance, and for at least leading me to believe that someone so beautiful could love me. 060927 ... Christ without the cross You got it bad, playa. She must be a dime piece. Its hard to find a good girl these days. I just got out of one of those unhealthy relationships. I must have been drunk for a while or in love whichever one sounds like a more reasonable excuse. But anyways, I have been having a tough time letting go. its not like girls aren't interested. i have been getting attention from all over the place. I just love her man. She is so gorgeous. She is so amazing. She just don't know how to treat a good nigga, and i just don't know how to take that shit. Its bad when all your friends hate her but you can't stop loving her. That's my wife. But i gotta move on because she doesn't know what she wants. It's complicated. There are times it seems like she head over heals for me. Then there are times it seems like she would stab me in the back if she had the chance. She says she doesn't know why she is a bitch. I think it has to do wit her insecurities and her past experiences ( she had a lot of bad ones). I love her though. She means the world to me. But i gotta move on and let fate do its work. If it is meant to be it will be. 060927 ... Christ without the cross In my drunken state i can dull the pain of losing her. we are still frenz. i wish she could she herself the way i see her. she wouldn't have such a bad opinion of herself. 060927 what's it to you? who go blather from