i_nearly_cried_today becclebee i nearly cried today at work there was really no reason i just felt the weight build up the thoughts of my soul filling my eyes trying to escape but held back by convention by desparation by fear that once they had escaped i would never get them back and others would have seen my soul tell, me is that so bad? 020304 ... lycanthrope i hope it wasn't my fault 020304 ... g h o s t i wished i could, at least when no one was looking, then i remembered, i'm just a ghost i need to be a living thing to shed tears 020305 ... yummychuckle and my face did the wrinkling up thing that everybody avoids because you look like the ugliest thing in the world. but I didn't cry. ok, I lied. i did. 020305 ... phil my eyes always get real dry when I put soap in them. 020305 ... becclebee and then i did cry tears leaked out of my eyes not sobs, no great heaving sighs just little tears, chasing each other down my face until their game was done, and i sat there wondering where they came from 021228 ... jane two sobs in the morning to music lyrics i had never paid attention to before. driving to school is an escape, and so is crying. well, no it's not. driving to school being an escape, i mean. crying is 030121 ... lotuseater it hurts something is missing i hope i heal 030121 ... x but the fog made me keep my eyes clear 030121 ... unhinged but i got this overwhelming stomach ache because my stomach was full. i hate when anxiety reaches all the way down to my stomach. 030122 ... Piso Mojado or was that yesterday? 030122 ... mo i almost cried today at walmart when i discovered someone had put 2 betas in one cup at walmart. i only cry when im mad. 030430 ... 4340 she made me cry today. 030501 ... niska i did cry today, watching survivor. it's so contrived, but i'm a sap for reunions. 030501 what's it to you? who go blather from