hungry_heart
unhinged tonglen

on_anger




i realized recently that anger is just misplaced love. woah
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unhinged always
ravenous



for

compassion
understanding
empathy
affection
acceptance
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REAListic optimIST My heart is no longer hungry. I am on the precipice of a decision that seems so hard and that I might one day regret. But my heart no longer feels hungry, and so I choose loneliness over comfort, passion over convenience. 120605
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unhinged my heart has always been hungry


even when he worshipped me
there were things
he wanted to change
like the lease on his car
the gym shorts in his bag


the poems i sent him
didn't mean much
'ive never really liked poetry
ive always had a hard time with reading, words'


i thought the way he looked at me
would smooth over all the rough edges
but then all that was left was
his voice
in cold unyielding tones
with angry words meant to bruise

even him
even he turned away my heart


once_again
im alone in the dark
with my jagged tears

( we_never_change )
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unhinged .


when the human stomach is regularly deprived of food it learns how to survive on less


survival_mode is exhausting
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flowerock I feelike my compassion gene or organ was recently rewired or tuned up. I feel more solid and understanding, patient, tolerant, connected, and responsible for my part in the overall or collective consciousness. To have something good to offer in and to teach and to be a good student too. I love. My heart is thirsty for expansion, absorbtion, and reflection.

My heart is hungry and also tending to a thriving garden. We can all share these Harvests.
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fw I enjoy the original post here. Anger is misplaced love. Yes. 141010
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unhinged emaciated from lack of use 200108
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unhinged and then you snuck up on me
and then the pandemic snuck up on us


i try my best to take it all at
face value
and not see things that
aren't there



but
the reality is
you are just words on a screen


and
my heart needs real live hugs
200727
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