withdrawl
guitar_freak I never thought this could be so hard. All the pain killers in the world won't help my head from feeling like it is about to explode. I downed about two bottles of pain killers, fuckin extra strength migrane shit and some prescription codiene in the last 4 days. Honestly, nothing could help and I couldn't understand why. I just sat in school all week like a rotted vegtable. I wouldn't be shocked if I had started drooling. No memory, no emotion, no concentration. My head is feeling a bit better now, a week after I stopped drugs. Jeez, I swear stop while you still can. Withdrawl is a bitch. 010107
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^daxle^ awww poor you
another useless fucking addict
why not just kill yourself and get it over with?
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god nothing like support to elp you through the tough times 011202
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roomite daxle appears the type to cheerfully throw a drowning person a cement block - i suspect an abused childhood.

good luck freak. long after the physical addiction, the psychological addiction will tempt you. you'll want to be back in that 'headspace' where your problems obediently recede into the background.

rest assured, this too shall pass...
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..... it takes only 7 seconds to die from a lethal heroin injection 040712
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Borealis welcome to my personal hell

because there's nothing to point to
and the walls and the days are fading away into grey...

where is the passing of time
where is a point of light
a static object to look to...if not to grasp...

please please please stop accusing me...
I will take all the blame...but don't force it on my shoulders...

I'll take the load, it just takes a moment to get it balanced

is crumbling under a load she can't see...
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birdmad withdrawal

the first 72 hours are the worst, the next 96 aren't much better
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