paper_girlfriend
eddie monster just me 020802
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eddie monster paper girlfriend
for five years
long time to spend
with someone you don't even like
knowing what a whore she is
learning that so many of them are
my paper girlfriend
let me have what i want
don't ever tell me what you need
be my hole
empty and dry
close my eyes
pray you'll come alive
tired of you laying there
still
tired of hearing pages wrinkle
when i run my fingers threw your hair
punishment is one thing
but this shit isn't fair
my paper girlfriend
lives between a plastic mat and a piece of steel
she will always love me
but doesn't care how i feel
020808
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eddie monster another night
just me in you
kind of obvious
what we're up to

i'm old and tired
of seeing you
suffocation
erotic blue
020811
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cheer-up-emo-kid I used to be
a paper girlfriend.
sorry aaron.
020812
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eddie monster cheer up
do you understand
my writing?
were you in a porno?
have millions of men
masturbated to
pictures of you
at the same time?
020813
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cheer-up-emo-kid I wasnt commenting about your definition of it. Im sorry.
yeah, Im definately not a porno star.
I was talking about something different.
020814
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jane i'm glad i'm not a paper girlfriend

i like to know where i am

if you know what i mean
020814
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eddie monster i wouldn't mind having masses of women
touching themselves and daydreaming at work about me.
020816
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eddie monster she's still around 021124
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~gez~ i ripped her apart
should have got her laminated in matromony
then what would have become of us
to aging rotting pieces of has beens
who wait for grandchildren to visit

i swear im going to commit suicide bfore im old. childsplay
021124
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eddie monster at least wait till your famous. 021125
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shivers floating around
or at least trying to, but the air here is thin
i want to hear from you again
040807
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destination unknown a paper_girlfriend? she probably doesn't know where to fed ex the paper love 040807
what's it to you?
who go
blather
from