i_am_a_whore Anna I never planned on this. It wasn't even one of those situations where I was hard up for money. One day I was telling my friend how it I was sleeping with so many different guys and she said, jokingly, "You should be getting paid." "Yeah, I should", I thought. How would I do it, though? I didn't want to have a pimp. Even after all this time, the word "pimp" seems like a silly joke to me. I told a guy friend about my scheme. He found me a few of his friends who were curious. It was their first time paying for sex and my first time being paid. It was so easy. I wondered if it was wrong. I knew it was illegal. I took as many safety precautions as I could- or maybe only to the extent that I wasn't reckless. But was it wrong? It wasn't ever unpleasant but it wasn't usually as good as it had been before. But, I had slept with plenty of guys who weren't that great. In those situations, if you get paid, it doesn't seem so bad. The funny thing is that guys always want to know about the other guys. I tell them the stories that will make them feel better about themselves. to be honest, I've never had anyone terribly weird. Amazingly, I've never even had one ask for anal. I think that they feel safe with me because I seem like a normal girl. I don't think I'm terribly stupid. I don't act like a porn star. In fact, I am a bit plain looking. I think that contributes to the surprise at how good I am. It amuses me how much they seem to care about me. They're shy. Haven't they seen movies? You don't have to be like that with a whore. The money rolls in. I used to think I would get some sort of a normal job, but why bother? As a whore, my life could be awful. I could be treated very badly. But neither of those are true, so why stop? It feels like a game to me. 040103 ... lux it is a game. but i hope you were more careful than i was. 080707 what's it to you? who go blather from