you_just_you Rhin Why can't I tell you? I want to say those words to you. You know that I feel them for you, but why can't I say it? I know that it doesn't have to mean everything, or anything at all, for that matter. It's just how I feel... The words always retreat, turning to run and hide, deep within my being - the words seek shelter in the arms of my soul, everytime they come into contact, with the parting of my lips. It feels like the most natural thing in the world to say to you, but I...it's really...it just scares me, and...I wonder how it could even be? I have never layed eyes upon you. I haven't felt you in my arms, although I can feel you with me every second of the day...I can feel it, when we try to say good night to each other, over the telephone - when neither of us wants to be the one to break the connection first... I can feel it, when you worry about me, and that you love hearing about everything that happens during my day. But I can feel it the most, when you speak passionately, about the things that move your soul! I just...I Lo 001225 ... little boy blue Everything seems like nothing to me now 'cause I want you in my bed. I don't care if I burn in hell. I don't care if you burn in hell. The past and the future is a joke to me now. I see that they're nothing. I see that they ain't here. The only thing that's here is you--and me 001225 ... Rhin Maybe I'm just confusing 'this feeling' for lust? (Lack of unadulterated sex can do that to a person) *Hmmmmmmm* Maybe it's just the fact, that I am not in any kind of relationship, on a major holiday? Let's blame it on the that! "Christmas sucks!" *Rhin whispers* (But still...I just...) 001225 ... someone over there whatever the reason, may i still feel as honored as i do? 001225 ... Rhin *Rhin smiles* "Of course!" 001225 ... acidshank i wish i could just have him already. him just him. you just you. yank us is so overrated. yet so undispicably exciting. 041122 what's it to you? who go blather from