unfinished josh See also: every collaborative web project I've ever worked on. 990203 ... Enygmatic busine 990602 ... sean ... a dream deferred ... 000125 ... ClairE a paintbrush fallen 011130 ... unhinged there's nothing that isn't finished here. like wooster, it's really quite done. still got a year and a half left though. *sigh* 011130 ... beneath the library@alexandria and history lost symphonies and novels 011130 ... whoknows us. we wont be finished until you know what youve done to me 011130 ... unhinged i used to think that too...that i couldn't be done til he knew how i felt. the only problem with that is the only reason he ever did it in the first place is because he would never understand. 011206 ... whoknows thats a good point. but it would make me feel a hell of a lot better to just yell and get it all out in the open. but i cant. 011206 ... unhinged i know dear. it took me a year and a half to figure that out. the past year and a half was futile attempts at trying to keep things from being unfinished. 011206 ... whoknows i know exactly what you mean. this sucks so much. *sigh* 011206 ... unhinged i guess sometimes it just takes that long to disentangle your heart from someone...my heart has done so much disentangling lately that it seems startlingly empty. but all that stupid babble about how you can't love til you know yourself seems a little bit more clear now. i definitely know myself after all of this. 011208 ... whoknows i must know myself. b/c damn i loved so much. and i still do. not in the same way, but theres still something there. 011208 ... ClairE maybe not 011208 ... unhinged not to sound like the pedantic mother figure...but that was what i thought for a year and a half. sometimes i hope that i'm wrong. sometimes i hope that persistence can get you somewhere besides in the loony bin. 011208 ... whoknows no i think i know myself pretty well. ive thought that i loved before. but this was nothing like what i had ever had before. i know now what it is to love someone with everything you have. i know that sounds corny and cliche but its true. and as for persistance, im not being persistant at all. we never see each other at all, so even if i wanted to be, i couldnt. what i blathe here is only what i wish i could say. 011208 what's it to you? who go blather from