runaway_train
bijou blather blue is so big now. no one even knows i'm here. 031025
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bijou (the last time i was here there was a party at daf's house. it was kinda weird.) 031025
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notme i read you. 031025
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Syrope Call you up in the middle of the night
Like a firefly without a light
You were there like a blowtorch burnin
I was a key that could use a little turnin

So tired that I couldn't even sleep
So many secrets I couldn't keep
Promised myself I wouldn't weep
One more promise I couldn't keep

It seems no one can help me now
I'm in too deep; there's no way out
This time I have really led my self astray

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Can you help me remember how to smile?
Make it somehow all seem worthwhile
How on earth did I get so jaded?
Life's mystery seems so faded

I can go where no one else can go
I know what no one else knows
Here I am just a-drownin in the rain
With a ticket for a runaway train

And everything seems cut and dried
Day and night, earth and sky
Somehow I just don't believe it

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Bought a ticket for a runaway train
Like a madman laughing at the rain
A little out of touch, a little insane
It's just easier than dealing with the pain

Runaway train, never going back
Wrong way on a one-way track
Seems like I should be gettin somewhere
Somehow I'm neither here nor there

Runaway train, never coming back
Runaway train, tearing up the track
Runaway train, burning in my veins
I run away, but it always seems the same...

-Soul Asylum
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Lisa has anyone got tickets on sale? 050629
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noone special a old someone's favorite song in the world
it makes me feel like dying everytime i hear it
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stork daddy sums up some of the more dramatic aspects of my identity in high school. i won't lie to seem more sophisticated than i really was.

i remember when i was feeling really crappy once...it came on mtv...and i said to my mom...look here's a song i really like...hoping she'd get it...ask me if everything was okay. she just said...it's pretty sad...but it has a nice little melody.
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