perhaps_you're_smiling_now bowie smiling through this darkness 011209 ... go toot hmm... nope 011209 ... ClairE But are you thinking of me? 011209 ... hey now! heres a smile for everyone... =-) 011210 ... ClairE I guess you're DEFINITELY smiling now, then. 011211 ... whoknows *is smiling* 011211 ... ClairE I hope so. 011217 ... silentbob i'm not 020111 ... ClairE Yes, you are. 020111 ... kelli crane now........I am 020112 ... Syrope ...while you read this, because although we don't have an our_song, you can think of me when you read blather :) 020702 ... little fury bug indeed i am. i'm feeling quite evil. feeding off other people's misery. i feel refreshed. i'm a bad person, i know. but hey, at least i'm smiling. heh. 020702 ... sabbie fucker. i know you. ive seen you. ive seen who you are. ive seen your future. its not pretty its just as pretty as you 020703 ... Casey Hold on, let me go check.............Um, if you break the mirror while smiling does that mean I get to smile for 7 years? 020703 ... tarantula smiling hurts my lips but i'm laughing inside 040307 ... FloydianSlip I wish I could smile, but at the moment I've got too much on my mind. I was smiling some Friday and Saturday. Then my reason for smiling went away when I had to go back to college. I once did some extra credit testing for my abnormal psychology class. It was 5 hours working with a psychologist being tested for various things. After she found out a little about my life she just sat back in her chair completely astonished. She said she admired me for being such a strong woman. I've had people tell me that I've gone through more in 21 years than most people go through in a lifetime. It's true. Things were fine until Wednesday. The past was in the past, but now I've got to live with him AND her. If I survive the summer that'll be something to smile about. 040503 what's it to you? who go blather from