moment_of_bliss unhinged my brother is only 15 but he found the perfect words. it's that moment where there are no words but complete and total understanding. i love sitting in his car with him while he turns up the stereo. those are our moments of bliss. 010531 ... poetic_onslaught on the new year of 2000 i ran from home for a few days because my mom wouldnt let me go anywhere because of the y2k. i left anyway and spent the new year with a lot of friends. what made this day special was because this was one of the first nights i spent with the whole gang together. this is gonna sound stupid but one of my moments of bliss is when one of the homeboys split his last line of coke with me. out of the couple of dozen people there, he chose to split it with me. i felt like i belonged and that was one helluva night. we sniffed, drank, and smoked the night away together. so many things happened that night that it was enough to cause drama for the rest of the year. i would love to get into details but i think im making a habit of writing long stories 020618 ... bandersnatch i will occasionally wake up, or stare at something long enough then snap back to reality, and everthing will be so much better (hope that worked). trees will be greener, sounds will be crisper, i will feel the pavemnt under my sandles, and i will feel at peace with nothing gnawing at me (as something alwase is) and nothing to worry about. not thinking about the future or the past or the present, but its as though i will just be. and it is glorious 030726 ... nomme the wind comes trembling along and i remember my breath 030726 ... Fire&Roses You look past all the bad, all the tears, the stress. You look past everything you don't have and just for a moment realize that being alive is enough. 030727 what's it to you? who go blather from