fooling_around_with_dust Caxton I was blinded by the sunlight reflecting off the lake. I didn't want to see. This obvious mistake. I got lost in meaningless words, and high off of your vibes... I was caught in the center,of these purposeful lies. I was tripping over verbs, and mumbling angry sentences... but in the end it dulled our senses. 040624 ... sab and i drove and i drove until i could see nothing but space and there i stopped and got out of the car i sat on the hood putting my dusty boots on the bumper and thought of her and i thought of all the girls ive known and all the boys ive known they all lined up in my head and slowly filed out the door and away into the sunset and i sat and watched their silloutets shuffle past until i was alone out there and the sun set and the moon rose and still i waited the stars faded in and the cold faded in until i figured i'd stayed long enough so i slid off the bonnet got back in the car and drove away leaving the dust to it's own devices once again children of the dust children of the must i have a lot of things i must but i took that tiny bit of time for myself. 040624 ... birdmad sometimes, in the right places, at the right elevations it looks like the clouds of it fall over the city like a dry, abrasive tsunami and i'm just one more dust_devil twisting in the breeze 040624 ... unhinged you don't want it anymore at least that's what you told me but now that i can't be anywhere to be found you are folding up bills everything about us going right up your nose to the back of your throat calling me up when you're all high on coke trying to get me to moan at you over the phone fuck man why did it have to go there? anywhere but there please anywhere but there 'it looks like the words you said to me meant more to me than they ever could you' 040624 what's it to you? who go blather from