dreamt_you misstree we were in a college dorm. it's been years since i even set foot in one, but somehow that dream archetype is never far away. i was the leader of a floor. there was some form of minor chaos. we kept avoiding eachother, until we were stuck with eachother. "let's talk. it's been too long. what's going on?" i asked, always the one reaching my hand out, blowing past all the old hurts because you never stopped being my sibling. "it's my crazy ex-wife. she thinks i'm stalking her, but i can't do anything without running into her." i comforted and helped, and while i did my heart ached for what Was, much as a wound aches when scab falls free. but it was just another dream, not really you in it. you won't speak to me in that world either, and i wonder what crimes she has convinced you i committed, and i wonder if it's worth it to you. she took my brother away, so i really do hope so. 070507 ... sab i dreamt you again and i dont wanna anymore still attempting to tear free and dreaming things like this doesnt help 070508 ... pete "it takes a worried girl to sing a worried song..." 070508 ... ezzie we live the life we could have had in our dreams. again. you've told me about yours, and they're nice, but mine... oh, in mine i see it all so clearly that it makes my head spin. i awake in the bed i share with him and i reach for you. sometimes i cry. sometimes i smile. always i long for you. but never can i dream next to you. 070724 ... fuffle god! that wasabi is strong ! 070724 what's it to you? who go blather from