blue_ice nah....! i don't even care about it anymore. this day wasn't supposed to arrive. 011109 ... nah....! so......what should i do in celebration? embrace the surprising feeling of it all? impossible. be glad he's gone from my wishes? impossible. cry for the future? of-fucking-course. 011109 ... nah....! of course i still care about it. i was pretending i didn't, because sometimes it's fun to pretend. but anyway, that blue ice is still as beautiful as it ever was, and that's just fine. i don't need to gaze at it....i'll gaze somewhere else. there are other icy blues in the world, you know. 011115 ... nah....! oops, silly me......i meant, that's_just_fine . 011115 ... nah....! ....and for so long i didn't even give you more than half a thought. so what if you were in the back of my mind, burning away....you weren't the focus, and that's what counts. so i'm wondering: what's next? goddamn fucking fuck shit shyte 011120 ... nah....! 74 011122 ... nemo hmmm 011123 ... ClairE Yes. Is it vanilla flavored? 011127 ... nah....! no - it (i mean *he*) actually tastes like raspberry. 011127 ... nah....! very yummy indeed. but toxic - very toxic. 011128 ... ClairE I have half a raspberry chocolate orange in my room. Maybe I'll save up my Milano money and eat that instead. Man, why do boys taste so delightfully yummy? 011128 ... nah....! "i've never seen blue like the blues he drives in and around and through me again said i've never seen eyes like the blues he drives in and around and through me again through me again through me again" --Tori Amos 011206 ... flo blue ice is what the airline companies call the frozen shit and piss that they drop on people accidentally from time to time. it is also a very bad Michael Cain film. glad i could be of assistance. 011207 ... nah....! ha! 011207 ... nah....! if i watched michael caine mowing a fucking *lawn* i'd be entertained. he's just cool as fuck - that's all there is to it. although i never did see his 'blue ice' film. 011207 ... WingedSerpent a little blue curacao a little pureed blueberry for extra colour and some some malibu rum, frozen to a slush 011207 ... flo nah...! please don't search it out, it's dire and that means quite alot from me as i'm quite a big fan. I'm off to try the cocktail though, sounds classy. 011209 ... nah....! thirsty_voice 020210 what's it to you? who go blather from