andru235_rejected andru235 ah, sweet rejection via slander how fun it is to take one's anger about life out on a proponet of something greater! and it is especially fun to do so via cheap shots at the individual whilst avoiding addressal of the concepts presented that so offend when i observe negatives, i am greeted with positives; when i observe positives i am greeted with negatives; when i observe neutrals i am greeted with polarities perhaps it isn't i that haveth issues! promote concepts that advocate on behalf of all, while preserving the splendor of individuality - and meet the anger of the small minded, the short-sighted, and the scared promote concepts that advocate dissolution of meaning, while eroding others confidence in anything and everything - and you have a recipe for dullness, redundancy, and an intransient apathy a frequent sign of self-hate is disgust with concepts such as transcendence. because one does not think oneself worthy; one (sub?)conciously argues down the concept's possibility so as to resolve what spychologists call 'cognitive dissonance'; and faced with obvious examples of [transcendence] in general or especially in another person, one is forced to adopt extreme measures such as slander, ignorance, or attempts to deilluminate the concept in others. but shutting out the lights on a heart of gold doesn't change the fact that it is a heart of gold, nor is the heart of gold dependent on a light source to operate. and thus, transcendence proceeds to strike those who deny it without their knowing it, and they continue to deny that which others see quite plainly. so it is all good, and there are no requirements to receive this benevolence, nor can anyone stop it from occuring. so if you enjoy life in the dark cave, believing there is nothing else to existence but the dark cave, i can't force you to come outside; i can enter with a torch, and you'll douse the torch, call "hah! see? there is only the dark cave!" and i'll shrug, and walk out of the dark cave. but you won't see me shrug, nor will you see me leave, because you are in the dark. and you seem to like it so i'll let you hang out there for a while, checking back now and then until you are ready to go somewhere other than the dark cave today it may be raining, but tomorrow the sun will shine warmly upon us 050419 what's it to you? who go blather from