hit_me_like_a_brick yummychuckle you hit me like a brick when I finally wasn't pretending to not expect you. whoa baby. You were always in the back of my mind, floating sweetly in the madness of my memories. But lately, who knows when? you can't really pinpoint the exact moment someone completely fades... but lately...you left me. And BAM I'm shaking and overreacting, just because I have grown used to everyone's automatic apathy. Its complete shock for someone to take the effort to lift a finger to type. even 3/5 of my name. whoa. 020213 ... ~gez~ and break your hand as you do it, as you would with a brick. unless your a judo master, which i very much doubt you are 021009 ... the awful truth you hit me like a brick when i'm sleeping you hit me like a shovel to the brain when i'm sleeping our of the frying pan, into the fire you're like a brick, but I don't wanna go higher. I don't wanna go lower, but that don't have to be- You're like a brick over solid ground, making me see- You're like a brick and this is all that i need: this air, this food, this water, and me: you're like a brick, and all that you teach me is there's laws you need to obey; like the Law of Gravity. 070109 ... nom being built into a wall 070109 ... Ouroboros all this knowing and unknown- i am stepping from one world of understanding into the next, i am chanting at night to shiva, i am becoming aware of being ALIVE, and all the wonders and mysteries are smacking me up-side the head like a snort of mystical crack. i am high on mystical crack (i like this image), my head and heart are full of wonder and confusion, and now i must come down, land, and take steps towards something- yoga? meditation? ?????- because i know there is a path i am to take but i don't know yet what it is. so i am lying on the pavement, i am bleeding beautiful blood thick with yearning, it all hit me like a brick, and i dont know how to stand up again. 070110 what's it to you? who go blather from