blatherversary
jane 10 years now.

there's a lot to say,
but for some reason
no_nevermind_i_have_nothing_to_say

i love you guys.
thank you for
inspiring me
and peppering my life
with words
and tones
and songs
and hugs
and friends
throughout the past decade.

i can't believe it's been this long.

i shudder_to_think
about my 14_year_old self
some of the
dumbest
whiniest
shit
i have ever thought.

but there is some
beauty
to it.

to the fact that my
evolution
as a
human_being
is almost entirely
documented
in blue.

i'm_sorry
to those i have hurt
along the way

i hope i have helped some too.

thank you
all
so
much.

with everlasting gratitude and love,
-
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hsg sixishere 100503
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hsg happy_blatherversary

! !!!! !!!
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meta meta 100504
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n o m my 10 year blatherversary was on the 10th 110315
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re_alisma i'm really glad you've been here, nom. also, Fools is -still- a really good album. i like it more and more as time goes on. and it's been on my 'pod for a little while now.... 110315
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birdmad eleven years this week 110315
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auburn seven for me. I think last month. 110315
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re_alisma "blather" felt you were keepers. or, the keepers. 110315
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oren Ten_years for_me. 110316
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meta meta 110316
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jane happy blatherversary, oren! 110317
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n o m from me as well.

and thankyou re_alisma, i still really appreciate the support from you and other skites!
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ever dumbening just passed my 10 year last week. where's my gold watch, bitches?!

thanks blather and the skites therein populicating. this site has had a very significant impact on my life. i don't do a ton of reading and writing here now, but it's still great for the occasional scribble or nugget found. plus, it's a great archive that i reference quite a bit.
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Ouroboros woah. me too. ten years? what? how is that possible? 111121
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in a silent way 12 years. fuck, i'm getting old. pretty soon i'm going to start sprouting hair in odd places and feeling strange throbbing sensations in places i've never throbbed before. 130304
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ever dumbening fifteen years and ten days ago. ain't that a kick in the nuts?

same same but different. darker sadder distant, drifting farther out into nowhere. the five year chunks now decaying into rhythmlessness. points marks steps into rhythmlessness.

it completely is and completely isn't. how can this be?
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