a_rift doar between my sister and my fucked up life... I can tell her all about the despair I've found, Listen to her sinking, and offer my own mind, she rejects this and I understand why. how do i crash her walls of indeffernce? can i help her escape from the same traps i've helped lay before us? she is my best friend, and in all ways i have confided in her, trusting her, believing in her, but she is tearing me apart now, she is still my blood, my music, my light when i bring me down... i do love uncondtionally, between the weight of family, it falls on me to be the passport, between everyone and i am tired of the spectator sport..... . . 080930 ... unhinged the funny thing about rifts is that they widen or shorten depending on the circumstances. sometimes people need to grow on their own. if you are close, you will come back together. there is half a continent and a big wide ocean between me and my brother. i go for months without hearing his voice. but occasionally we come back together, when we need each other. your_girlfriend i can't do it anymore be the friend the third wheel pretend that it doesn't pull my heart out and stamp on it rubbed in my face that one again the same_tired_old_story leaves me just_friends while i get to witness the happiness i wanted with_you between you and her sorry i'm too old for that shit now 081001 ... Doar thank you unhinged. I'm trying to talk with her, get to the root of the problem. And if I can help her I will go through anything to help her. She seems to be retreating from everything, and she is my friend and sister, so maybe I can help. But if she goes through this herself, I hope I'll see her on the other side of her hurt. . 081001 ... unhinged it's not personal if she doesn't want your help. but it's gutwrenching to watch someone you love go down a dark path, especially when you know you could help if they'd let you. yeah, i know all about that. *sigh* 081001 what's it to you? who go blather from