silence_like_glass rhin i think there is a hand in my head? i don't really want it there, but i've wished it gone, and still it stays. unforgiving snakes are restless...trying to break through my skin, like a raining parade of needles piercing a solitary balloon. a thousand butterflies flutter in the bowl, and i can't catch a single one. maybe if i open my mouth and scream, they will come fluttering out? dear God, i cannot handle missing out on my something special. all along you knew, and you never told me. i knew. i have always known, and you are a monster. 030221 ... phil shut the fuck up you gay fuck retard 030221 ... ferret silence like glass shining and shimmering the result of the fight is unknown we stand at opposite ends of the room not speaking just looking into the mirror reflecting on ourselves our actions our silence creates the perfect mirror the glass shimmers and reflects reflecting_on_things_long_since_forgotten, the mirror knows your past it shows your face and your heart what you wished to do rather than what you actually did i_know_that_i_did when i first met you i knew that you'd be good at this the silence is almost chewable i would blow a bubble with it and pop it but it would make no sound staring_into_your_eyes now i have turned towards you, rather than me alirg, aels, wiuah, the words won't come out you just stand there now yeah just like that and i'll just listen and you can talk again 030623 ... so fucking lost silence like cold glass cold like silent glass eyes like frosted glass and there's no one home 030623 ... . . 041222 ... unhinged i shattered it recently because you said 'i just wanted you to know there is someone that cares' at a time when i felt like no one cared. 150708 what's it to you? who go blather from