jo ? ? 011207 ... ! mama 011207 ... flo I think that this sums her up, she is a mystery, and inside me there is avoice that whispers "if you can solve the puzzle then happiness can be yours" I love her more today than i did yesterday and i will almost certainly love her more tomorrow than i did today. unfortunately she loves me less today than yesterday, and i think that the ebb is irrevicable. 011207 ... Staind_And_Souless She loves me. She will always love me. And I love her too. I will always, but there are others. They come and go, flicker over the pages of my life, but it's always her I go back to. Always her face I want to wake up next to. But I don't want to love her. I wish that I didn't. I don't like the pain. So why cheat? Because I can't stand the happiness. Why let myself have a chance at a happiness I don't deserve? 021008 ... Staind_And_Souless She left me. She went away. And now I am so empty. Why did I let this happen? Why couldn't I hold on to her? Why did I allow myself to let her slip from my grip? Why does it hurt like I've been shot in the chest? Why doesn't she want me? How could I make things different? I want to rewind the clocks. I want to die. I would do anything for her. I love her. I LOVE YOU JO! 031029 ... BitterSweetDream She's always been there. She's always been your ultimate one She's always been your true love Until me. But how long will it last? Is she always destined to be there? Playing on your mind? Will you leave me for her? Will you? 040111 ... BitterSweetDream It's there right now. I can see it. You've left me for her. In plain text 'I LOVE YOU JO!' It's there. Rubbing salt in the wound. Your diary. You're meeting up for your anniversary. You made sure that happened. It hurts, it aches. And you don't even care. 040509 ... once again Happie Mother's Day Ladie!!! 040509 ... Staind_And_Souless I got over her too well. I fell for another. And now I cannot get over the other. 041024 ... Staind_And_Souless You used to be jealous of her. you used ot say she was the one I'd never forget Now they're all saying that about you 050701 what's it to you? who go blather from