its_mighty_lonely_over_here realistic optimist wasted wishes chasing tears i search for smiles in the blue aether. calling out my echo answers gosh, it's mighty lonely in here. i think my buzz is wearing off im shaking off the fuzzies ack yawn sneeze i smell febreeze like a drunken whore too lazy to do the wash. im past making sense just typing to hear the clackety clack now cuz its better than being alone. 031012 ... no reason well said 031012 ... Death of a Rose Here, here! Pounds palms on table. 031012 ... realistic optimist and here i was, embarrassed because i didn't think i had said anything of worth or said it well at all. *shrug* goes to show you never can tell. 031012 ... ferret isn't it though? 031012 ... endless desire i like this. nice job. 031012 ... three words its_mighty_lonely_over_here paper_on_the_ground on_a_cloud_in_the_sky 101215 ... Ouroboros what is it about this time of year 101215 ... h|s|g i chalk_it_up to low vitamin_d, light levels, melatonin and_all_that 101215 ... Ouroboros thanks for not checking in- i get it now 101217 ... ergo The dead of winter is cause for some serious celebrating. Get out your tinsel gun and make some noise. 101217 ... unhinged . 101217 ... Ouroboros youre not here to hug. talk to and confide in. im cut off. i shake. alone. without you. so dumb. how did i get here? how did i open up so much that i'm scarred within without you? nothing can make this better but time, where we'll forget truly how much we loved each other. you'll forget, you'll change the past, you'll move on. 110105 ... Ouroboros right. you already have. cut off, shut me down, moved right along. fuck. 110105 ... Ouroboros why would you tell me about the girl you fell in love with and spent your whole fucking weekend with? am i supposed to help you feel better about that while i'm DYING about you? did you even notice i'm not ok? are you disregarding me? or intentionally trying to hurt me? i don't understand 110105 what's it to you? who go blather from