i_killed_you_first
fairydust
i
dove
in
deep
and
left
all
behind
but
i
wasn't
sure
and
i
betrayed
us
both
and
now
the
but's
are
adding
up
can
we
ever
go
back
?
i
killed
you
first
and
left
myself
to
morn
so
sorry
in
the
thin
light
peeking
from
shadows
that
don't
really
exist
011112
...
kid andre
Bang
bang
I
kept
my
finger
pointing
forward
sure
that
you
were
cheating
.
We
forgot
it
all
over
some
cake
.
The
wild
west
was
delicious
.
060806
...
jane
bang
bang
he
shot
me
down
bang
bang
i
hit
the
ground
bang
bang
that
awful
sound
bang
band
my
baby
shot
me
down
060807
...
dries&hardens
before
i
might
have
,
but
now
i'm
just
too
beat
to
care
who
gets
to
say
i
killed
you
first
and
even
to
wonder
if
it
matters
who
did
the
killing
first
if
we're
both
dead
anyhow
a
life
for
a
life
is
fair
enough
but
not
so
many
times
over
060807
...
unhinged
you_killed_it
but
i_killed_you_first
with
a
few
well
placed
words
i
was
right
to
hope
you'd
stop
calling
and
i
guess
i've
given
up
on
ever
getting
back
the
things
i
gave
you
if
you
want
a
physical
reminder
you
can
keep
it
all
of
it
and
when
you
fuck
her
you
can
think
of
what
i
never
gave
you
060808
...
unhinged
and
then
you
can
shock
the
hell
out
of
me
call
me
up
and
offer
to
give
it
back
060810
...
unhinged
because
i
was
convinced
you
wouldn't
give
a
shit
i
never
told
you
how
i
felt
i
effectively
ruined
any
chances
i
ever
had
at
convincing
you
i
was
what
you
needed
i'm
not
a
good
salesperson
i
figured
my
actions
would
speak
for
themselves
and
i
am
painfully
reminded
of
my
role
in
your
life
i
gave
you
what
you
wanted
so
you
could
hop
over
me
to
the
next
good
thing
that
came
along
but
people
don't
know
unless
you
tell
them
and
i
was
too
afraid
to
tell
you
i
killed
you
first
but
it
still
hurts
to
see
you
with
someone
else
070115
...
unhinged
but
i
cry
now
everyday
080810
what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from