blame_me the void so I called him (not g this time, but him for real) and told him I can't afford to go to his graduation (which we had both looked forward to for some time now) and he blames me. but's it's always that way... he blames me for everything and he's never there and he doesn't appreciate me and he doesn't understand my love and he ignores my feelings and only thinks about himself he was crying but I wasn't and I don't know why so I said "I love you" and hung up the phone 000422 ... birdmad whether i am guilty or not, i know you do 000501 ... girl we'll get into an argument or maybe i'll try to sit him down and ant talk with him about something he's been doing that makes me unhappy (like he always says for me to do so he knows to stop)either way we start to argue somehow. i dont know how it happens but all of a sudden its my fault. my fault that we're arguing my fault that im unhappy my fault that hes making me unhappy because im choosing to be unhappy with whatever hes doing that makes me unhappy. then he doesnt want to argue and i say okay and i calmly explain to maybe clarify because maybe i was misunderstood not to argue a point but to state my best intentions. and then its my fault again. my fault we argue for so long my fault that he gets so angry my fault that i get hurt my fault that he has to storm out of the house because he needs to simmer down because i upset him that much. then i feel like i should apologize for upsetting him. 010805 ... girl we'll get into an argument or maybe i'll try to sit him down and talk with him about something he's been doing that makes me unhappy (like he always says for me to do so he knows to stop)either way we start to argue somehow. i dont know how it happens but all of a sudden its my fault. my fault that we're arguing my fault that im unhappy my fault that hes making me unhappy because im choosing to be unhappy with whatever hes doing that makes me unhappy. then he doesnt want to argue and i say okay and i calmly explain to maybe clarify because maybe i was misunderstood not to argue a point but to state my best intentions. and then its my fault again. my fault we argue for so long my fault that he gets so angry my fault that i get hurt my fault that he has to storm out of the house because he needs to simmer down because i upset him that much. then i feel like i should apologize for upsetting him. 010805 ... Aimee if all else fails - you can blame it on me. 010806 ... GrayWolf ok....I'll blame you. ? What was I blaming you for? . 010806 ... baby satan yeah. you know that huge stain you've got on your face, and it won't wash off? you can blame me for that. 010807 ... dosquatch A hole in the soul Is a soul not whole And a soul's hole draws life from your days To make a soul whole You do not fill the hole Instead, you give it away Lay down your burdens, give them to me Lay down your wounds, give them to me Lay down your strains, your stresses, Your pains, give them all to me If it eases your defense Frame me If it eases your guilt Shame me If it eases your soul Blame me It doesn't matter, I'll be The same me Give me whatever will make you whole And I will free your soul ~"~ 070705 what's it to you? who go blather from