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JdAwG "I'm sorry for putting you through hell"

You don't know what hell is my dear.
Being too afraid to tell you how I feel is hell. Hearing about how you still love him, that is hell. When you tell me that you have nothing, that's hell. Wanting to tell you I love you, but being too afraid of the consequences, is pure hell.
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lou_la_belle the fact that you're NOT sorry, that you don't even KNOW!!!!! this, this is hell. that i have to hide it from you 'cause i know you don't need this from me. and i especially don't need this from myself! i'm pretty much going crazy over here and you... well you'll never know. 'cause you don't feel the same, and therefore, i can never tell you. AND that, is the hell i find myself in. 040606
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no reason i always figured it would be loneliness 040606
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starla so now i have to pretend i am in heaven even though i might not prefer the terminology because of my attraction to demonology and putting demons into songs 040606
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magenta she only wrote like that to confuse 040606
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PWEI welcome to hell
its good to be back
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skinny loneliness
memories
realising that
there are people without problems
being a victim
leisure
depravity
betraying yourself
sadistic state of mind
crushing a bug
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skinny i could be a hell of a lot more poetic about it but thats not really what you feel 040606
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John Lennon So this is Christmas........ 040607
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Borealis my hell 040629
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Piso Mojado when your beautiful, talented, good-at-everything she does, popular stepsister joins the camp where you work, and you watch her make friends so easily with the people you've been struggling to connect with during the past very very long week. 040630
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witchesrequiem Duh.... 040701
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ymh good friends are never made in a week 040703
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y ..and she's an actress, so she has an unfair advantage. 040703
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unhinged youngstown 040703
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Piso Mojado yes, but camp is different than the real world. and within this group there is this desperation to click, to clique. to create a good support group and close friends.

but the hellish parts are not all day every day- this hell is dilluted
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witchesrequiem Then I MUST BE LUCKY! 040704
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