nausea deb how sick it feels to know how things must end here tonight to know i will wake up alone for once to reach for you in the night and have you not be there to wake up with tears upon my sullen face because tonight is the end of a beautiful thing and we know it and yet.. i'll put it off once more, as will you, and we'll smile and fall asleep in a contented embrace, unwilling to let go of what we cannot tie down no, we're much too free just.. hold me while i cry then let's go home 991212 ... lokkust fred and barney's boat. 991222 ... me? a most amusing book 991222 ... sheri sick depression. churning my stomach like disney world tea cups. puppet master pulling the strings attached to my sensitive scalp 991222 ... amy confused enough to want to lie down. 000121 ... Katie Rose make it end. make it stop. this churning, mucky feeling inside of me.. this rolling, disgusting nature that's chained me to my bed and slapped me in the face. It couldn't have just rained, it had to pour. I close my eyes and wait. 000619 ... Splinken i should not have let the bride-to-be mix my drink. mistake number one. i should not have let her mix me more than ONE drink. mistake number two. a glass full of green tequila does not a margarita make. i'm so dumb sometimes. 000619 ... birdmad food poisoning or some virus i did not go to work today i have´not eaten in 36 hours no appetite unfocused thirsty as hell 000711 ... thera the morning after 000724 ... sleeve nausea, bloody red eyes, go to sleep 040115 ... nom waking up 060104 ... nom all the time 060104 ... jane jean_paul_sartre 060104 ... nom yeah 061118 ... no reason third day in a row i'm sure my worrying isn't helping 070303 what's it to you? who go blather from