abandoned
erinicolejax I wait for your return. 020718
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megan alone. completely and utterly alone (but without a care in the world). 021116
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X the band rocks out 031127
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someone say:
i 8 a tnerd
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sexy beast a rubberband went and hit me on my hand!
OUCH that hurt


SEE i can ryme!
031127
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thieums When my soul abandoned me, I first felt very, very sad ; but then I realized that a lot of people were able to live without one, and so did I. 040413
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Piso Mojado ditched
unimportant
041104
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from now on discarded 041104
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Piso Mojado tossed away
like a food wrapper
or yesterdays paper-
with out a second thought
041104
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misstree i've watched them recede like a tide, ears growing deaf, eyes flat and pale. there are no sobs or screams that could will them back. and i so close and so far, one foot in each world, trying only sometimes for my own sake. with each step back they become more unreal. without reference, i spin and fade, anchors cutting loose.

i don't know what's on the other side of this veil yet... and i don't know if there will be a scrap of me left to tell you.
050805
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nim funny, the very feeling of well not so much abandonement but missing someone lead me straight to blather.... googled my 'abandoner' and found traces of him here. 050805
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Syrope it's silly, really. i miss things you never even did for me. i miss things you did for me begrudgingly. i was craving the feeling of a torso against my back, and i thought of how sheepish i felt when i would ask for such a pose, and how i held my breath shallowly and my muscles prepared, for when you'd move away. i laughed. then i threw up.

the scale shows numbers i didn't expect to see this soon.
080516
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unhinged industrial_abandonment
ytown
youngstown
living_in_a_karmic_hell


and i don't put up with shit. i'd rather be alone. keep walking. i don't remember the last time you turned back to look. (who was the last person to call me?)
080517
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unhinged y_town

guess_which_posts_i_did_fucked_up
080517
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snss the first
is on the opposite coast
the second
is in the middle of nowhere
and cruelest of all
the third
is with me always
080707
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. 101012
what's it to you?
who go
blather
from