today_wasnt_the_greatest
sab
i
flinch
now
when
my
phone
gets
a
mesg
because
theres
that
tiny
lift
of
heart
that
gets
crushed
by
the
weight
of
reality
061006
...
Lemon_Soda
And
people
look
at
me
funny
when
I
say
hope
is
a
self
made
trap
and
despair
is
a
waste
of
time
.
Feel
better
.
061006
...
sab
i
am
tired
of
adding
to
my
list
of
The
Hardest
Things
I've
Ever
Had
To
Do
061105
...
neesh
i
dreamt
we
were
all
trapped
and
going
to
be
killed
again
,
i've
been
having
nosebleeds
again
,
didn't
get
up
till 5pm
just
because
i
couldn't
,
and
i
don't
think
i
can
face
dinner
/people.
still
,
today
isn't
over
yet
,
let's
see
if
i
can
make
something
better
of
it
.
i
shall
pick
up
a
book
i
love
and
read
it
(
and
make
notes
on
it
...)
061105
...
Syrope
why
are
sundays
always
so
sad
?
061105
...
johnny cash
on
a
sunday
morning
sidewalk
,
i'm
wishing
lord
that
i
was
stoned
.
cuz
there's
something
in
a
sunday
,
that
makes
a
body
feel
alone
.
061105
...
the awful truth
watched
a
man
on
the
subway
hold
a
bag
of
chips
for
his
boy
to
eat
.
and
every
time
the
boy
went
to
stuff
another
chip
into
his
mouth
his
father
would
get
this
awful
look
in
his
eyes
and
say
"
give
to
daddy
"
"
give
to
daddy
"
and
occasionally
he
would
grab
the
kid's
wrist
and
try
to
snatch
the
chip
from
out
of
the
kid's
hand
.
but
the
kid
was
strong
he
fought
his
father
for
those
chips
.
this
kid
was
maybe
8
the
guy
was
probably
40
it
was
the
saddest
thing
i
had
ever
seen
.
after
every
failed
attempt
the
father
would
kiss
his
son
on
the
top
of
the
head
.
and
smile
at
me
061105
what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from
