more_on_the_desert_at_night birdmad i am the moron in the desert at night. and if Ripper and Todd hadn't been high beyond sense, they would have made sure i stayed asleep 030527 ... oldephebesbythewaybanter the words they scatter in a naked sprawl and then they wind up shivs in a schism of being what am I dreaming is all this verbal mastabatory in held breathes pining..tonight I felt as if I couldn't take another breath broken glass it feels like that every time I breathe this site is a the sweetest serendippity - I typed in the word lonliness aol keyword search for lonliness I am cresting my ** decade and yet still so damned ephebic so damned quixotic more on the desert at night it fills us with blight this certain shade of light what do you do when time slows down and each second becomes a serrated blade time slows down and my face is this impermeable slight frown something kind of awry but hey now hey wow here's a thread you can add to your ode my ode to e.e. cummings 'shell shadle stomped on my dradle & o! hwo these hard walls-hard wall of stone look her its etched on my bones the the hardstone walls reeling with sighs sounds like a thread from a Natalie Merchant ditty a lugubrious tapestry..too much blather baloons crowding me into to mumbledigi I have too mcuh of nothing to say I am all this empty air aching..empty.. but hey then I ran across this site and all the cool things no wait I'm trying to write like an adolescent that's not me - all the quietly tremendous things people wrote lifted (a little)this stone seal of despair sitting on this broken swale of chest..but look! the dawn is slowly breaking..warm glow permeating everything - wow 030701 ... ever dumbening A fucking men 030701 ... oldephebe and my brother Ben - sooo in an effort stitch some semblance of continuity to my tattered trail ragged talk i refer you to this is how i found this site - also i think this was my 1st post to blather 030707 ... oldephebe yeah and now i'm being compulsive i know - to clarify - when i said this was my first post to blather i meant the stuff about words they sactter in a naked sprawl - that was my first post to blather and for a related thread check out this is how i found this site 030707 what's it to you? who go blather from