lost_from_blue
Adriana
I
don't
know
what's
happening
to
me
.
And
I
don't
mean
that
in
a
bad
way
.
I
don't
even
mean
it
in
regards
to
my
"
real
life
."
I
don't
know
what's
happening
to
me
in
relation
to
this
place
.
I
used
to
be
pralines
&cream,
then
I
became
Bespeckled
.
And
now
,
who
am
I
?
What
has
my
identity
become
in
this
world
?
If
I
don't
post
for
months
,
do
I
fade
to
nothing
like
foam
?
What
have
I
become
in
the
memory
of
this
ocean
,
and
what
is
happening
to
me
?
Who
am
I
here
?
040130
...
Death of a Rose
Is
this
a
rhetorical
question
?
Or
do
you
really
desire
an
answer
.
040130
...
tourist
Silently
Spoken
Truths
Hang
Frozen
in
the
Air
.
This
Is
The
New
Archive.
The
Catch
Basin
of
the
Collective
.
Mine
the
Date
Index
and
Know
,
Nothing
Is
Ever
Dead
Down
Here
,
Just
a
Little
Tired
.
040130
...
bird
always
happy
to
see
the
tourist
tripping
through
the
blue
shores
again
.
040130
...
Adriana
DOAR
,
Does
anybody
really
expect
the
message
in
the
bottle
to
be
answered
?
I
supposed
that's
what
it's
like
throwing
a
question
like
this
out
into
the
blue
blather
waves
.
No
answer
every
expected
.
But
how
thrilling
if
one
were
to
actually
be
received
.
040131
...
Death of a Rose
acutally
pralines
&cream/bespeckled/adriana
I
wasn't
actually
prepared
to
give
you
an
answer
.
but
hey
thanks
for
typing
my
name
in
all
caps
.
:-)
040131
...
u24
you
know
,
I
had
no
idea
pralines
&cream
and
bespeckled
where
one
in
the
same
.
and
we
are
all
made
immortal
through
blather
.
until
blather
stops
.
which
will
never
happen
.
any
protests
to
the
contrary
will
be
met
by
me
putting
my
fingers
in
my
ears
and
yelling
'lalalalallaallalalalalallala'
until
I
see
your
mouth
stop
moving
.
040201
...
Death of a Rose
it
works
better
if
you
just
make
them
unconcious
.
you
pick
the
method
.
plus
you'll
have
gotten
some
exercise
and
be
a
happier
,
well
adjusted
bipedal
mammal
.
040318
...
tourist
The
recent
Crash
has
apparently
left
All
Previous
Blathes
Unreadable
unless
specificaly Reactivated
by
ReBlathing.
If
I
Can't
Remember
Them
I
Won't
See
Them
Anymore
.
It's
Like
Some
Kind
Of
Cyber
Alzhiemers
Or
Something
.
I
Really
Miss
Being
Able
To
Flip
Back
Through
Time
And
See
Where
Things
Came
From
.
I
Hope
It's
All
Just
A
Passing
Glitch
080613
what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from