lines_reading_lines pSyche That letter I wrote you- I wanted you to understand me. That is why I wrote it. That is why it exists. Maybe I crafted it too well. Because nothing has changed and we sit across the table from each other, sharing only the room, as the silence eddies and whirls before us. We are in a colossal river of faithlessness, and I am clinging to my little paper raft, hoping you will figure out what it is I was saying all along, before my hands slip loose and these dark waters carry me away from you. I want to speak, but my breath comes in gasps and this water stings my bruised and broken lips. I want to speak, but this coldness pulls all strength from me. I raise my eyes to yours, a drowning victim, and you only stare blankly back at me. is reading_between_the_lines a little, too much to ask? 070729 ... fuffle ummmm.... well maybe i stare blankly back at you because i am totally blind most of the time, just wondering what the fuck that is. just wondering how i just seem to float and hover and just hang out as if i've got tomorrow to make some money and today just to worry about tomorrow. honestly - i don't know - i'm innocent, i do funny, weird or strange things sometimes just because its fun and cos i always did. 070729 ... . I can see that you use "cos" instead of because and space your punctuation you're the most polyskitematic one of all! 070806 ... kuffsleeve hmm.. is it you that chooses to wear a tie? or were you told to wear it? who made your language up then? did you stop asking questions when your mummy told you that you were going to die one day? did you suddenly realise that everything is for nothing therefore just go with the flow, get a job that contributes to a selfish society, who cares right, who cares. i care because it could be better much better, if you just cared with me but i'm stuck if only few people care and not everyone. it's exhausting absolutly exhausting, pick me up and take me to a quiet place. 070807 what's it to you? who go blather from