i_used_to_be_somebody NothingNow maybe, once for a minute or two 030809 ... delial what happened to change that? 030809 ... x kind of like a cloud i was up, way up in the sky, and i was feeling some things you wouldn't believe some times i don't believe them myself and i thought that i was never coming down just then a tiny little dot caught my eye, it was just about too small too see, and i watched it way too long it was pulling me down (up avove it, NIN) 030810 ... no reason down in it, actuamally. 030810 ... niska or... i_used_somebody 030810 ... i*ll cross my heart i*ll hope to die i used to be so big and strong i used to know my right from wrong i used to never be afraid (i used to be somebody) i used to have something inside now it's just this hole that's open wide i used to want it all ( i used to be somebody ) but the needle's already in my eye 030810 ... smurfus rex then i became somebody else. 030811 ... paranoid martyr i really don't know what happened. i might have become in somebody else. but isn't that what is supposed like, IN LIFE? i'm no eternal child. 030811 ... misstree they still tell stories, people that never even knew me, with awe in their voice. people claiming to be at parties before they came to this town, friends of friends of friends of friends wishing they had attended my galas. but now, i'm just a beligerrent_drunk reading poetry in a goth club to get drunker. 030812 ... starboy We are all exactly who we have became. 030813 ... unhinged yeah, all those bastards at the mushroomhead show of course wanted some nin cover lyrics. the last time i was going to get to hear grindrod live in a very long time and it had to be the nin lyrics. although, they are awesome with the song prince had become somewhat of a classic. it could have been: it gets so cold you can't feel it i guess i should have known by the way you parked your car sideways that it wouldn't last cause you're the type of person that believes in making out once love 'em and leave 'em fat.... but it was: it gets so cold you can't feel it i used to be so big and strong i used to know my right from wrong i used to never be afraid i used to be somebody yeah, i used to be somebody in that crowd. and now they are getting closer and closer to that goal and i'm getting farther and farther away. of course the last year i lived there, they didn't play out like AT ALL. yeah, i really don't want to be here. i used to be somebody to them. 030813 what's it to you? who go blather from