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Syrope me: do you love me?
him: I don't know
him: I don't think we should be together

and it took so long for me to come up with the idea to just_ask.
i won't wonder any more
wonder = bother = care = feel = love
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minnesota_chris yay 040323
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Syrope are you following me? :) 040323
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notme love_you_all 040324
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freedom I wonder everyday we talk
you seem so emotionless and then you surprise me
not with I love you, but with something that means just as much
I know you care
you scare me
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megan if you don't, please stop pulling me around by your leash.
please stop telling me you love me but it feels weird so you don't know.
please just be there for me when i want to cry and go crazy, when i need to accept harsh reality.
if you can't be my lover, please be my friend. you've done enough to me already.

is trying to persevere
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minnesota_chris syrope: I only respond when I feel like it. Your blathes have been quite stimulating lately I guess. 040324
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Syrope thanks :)

of the few people who do love me, i want to always ask why... but never of those who say they don't. i always think i already know. i never rule out "no" as an answer to this question...and something's wrong with that.
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of_course_i_love_you 040324
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Strideo now that I can dance . . .
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pete yes, even though how has changed a number of times since we first realized this bridge 040324
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nonlucid he postulated a situation where something I was saying could lead to person A trying to trap person B by saying this as a follow-up.

I was scared - I realised I really, really, really, don't want him to know I love him

and I don't want him to find blather
even though I've shown it to him countless times

fear of discovery
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love & hate because you are not showing it, and i'm trying to save it for us, but your fighting against me... 040719
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Syrope suddenly i find myself back in the naive place i was so long ago. i fought to escape but change the characters, the scenery, and i parrot the same old lines 040720
what's it to you?
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