all_i_write_about
yummypins all i write about is desire. desire. need. want. craving. longing. yearning. coveting. breathless impatience. desideratum. attraction. allure. seduction. wishing.


UGH!!!!
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sporkwielder the same words over and over again....over and over again...again over and over 020427
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unhinged her

and what an addict i am

you think i would wake the fuck up by now
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blown cherry that makes the two of us unhinged 020428
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kerry love

ahh, love

and the want for a lover, the scenarios created by my wildish imagination, a romantic's fantasies... and how much i hate being alone.
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unhinged wow

somebody smack me

my blathes yesterday were a long list of self_indulgement. ick
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kerry wow to who? 020429
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unhinged wow to myself for being such a whiny asshole 020429
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nocturnal all I write about is the things that don't matter to me. all these pages that I actually read all the way through and which often chill me to the core because I can't do a fucking thing about anything are what I can't bring myself to actually say a word about. and now I can't think and I can't smile and I want to know everything, but I'm too fucking scared to speak up and find out. 020429
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pipedream lots of stuff...mostly trying to capture one of the fish-thoughts that swim in my head and put it in words i want to sound like you've never read them before... 030426
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niska things i should have kept a diary for, but i was never really into it at the time... 030426
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Deomis is something already written about.
The same old story
written by me
read by you
it is the same
as what others wrote before
only it has been rephrased
by me
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Why not Copy_and_Paste? 050123
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Given * we_are_the_universe *

:) Nature Loves to copy_and_paste...
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Mister Brightside what i know,
what i've done
where i've been
and how it feels

so if what i say comes off as just so much of "the same shit"

it might have something to do with my experiences being just so much of the same shit.

hmm, imagine that.
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